She made me so happy but I had to go and fuck it up didn’t I?! There was a reason for it, I wont be fucked over. But I still lost the best thing in my life. She doesn’t even care though, that’s the worst bit she doesn’t seem to want me back. I guess I’m just gonna sit and cry and do worse things than that, god I thought I’d got over that shit, oh well, I deserve it. I miss her so much to, it’s not even fair. I hate life rn, I just want her to be led in bed with me cuddling and watching a film that would be perfect.